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[27 Mar 2005|08:45pm] |
Hey everyone. Back from the dead :-) Tomorrow I am on my way back to P-Town for my last 4 weeks of student teaching- which so far has been awesome-but more work than I could have ever imagined.
I hope everyone is rockin' it and makin' shit happen.
Love to all.
*jules*
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[21 Sep 2004|10:26am] |
i will get a job today.
i will get a job today.
i will get a job today.
interview with COACH @ 3pm folks. wish me luck.
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[14 Sep 2004|05:43pm] |
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*missing 7H more than ever*
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| im sorry jerilyn |
[11 Sep 2004|09:41pm] |
Jeri told me to add this.
I'm a catch.
the end. :-)
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| Neverending DRAMA |
[11 Sep 2004|09:27pm] |
So, yeah, i guess i havent updated in like a year...whoops!
No need for details, but lets just say that life back at 84 Demps has been another roller coaster ride. But right now, we just played Operating Rizoom and broke open magnet's blisters taht she got from her new shoes from american eagle. dont get your shoes there folks.
Its a good thing i have jeri here now so i have somebody to be single with. Especially when all the boyfriends are here and everyone is happy in love. *gags* im just bitter folks.
last night i was watching love actually (well, not really...i passed out cuz i was drunk and had downed a pint of B&J) but when i woke up i saw enough of the movie to cry because it makes you feel so god damned lonely. jesus christ what does it take to get a boyfriend around here? oh yeah, it would help if i had a penis, becuz the gays own westminster. i dont hate, just would appreciate a little heterosexual lovin'in my life, thats all.
tonight is stef's party, i may find my one true love of my life, and by that i mean my true love of tonight...let's not jump the gun ehre folks.
alright enough for now. time to get the party started kids.
*lovin' to all*
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[06 Apr 2004|12:04pm] |
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Soooo it is absolutely beautiful today. Too bad i cant enjoy it because I have to write a 10 page paper. please pray for me that I can somehow muster up the self discipline to crack down and get the job done. I have no motivation to do ANY work. I don't want to do a god damn thing except eat, sleep, be outside, and go to the gym and use my new favorite machine.
the trouble with this school is we have to be in class al lthe time...and we all burn out...kinda like my lightbulbs in my room this morning. normal schools require you to take 12 credits and you only have class like 3 days a week. thats BULLshit.
guess we are in school EVERY DAY for like 10 hours. whats that shit about.
the end.
I cant wait for the summer. im ready for some hard core rest and relaxation..and neverending legal drinking. are we gonna go to florida mariam and tanya and jenny? cuz we definitely should.
tahts all for now.
pacem.
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| Whiney McWhinesalot |
[04 Apr 2004|07:14pm] |
Ok...I am gonna whine. Thats what LJs are for right? ok good.
do you ever have those friends who just like to argue for the sake of arguing? Or just put you down because they know they can? They like to make you feel dumb and point out your flaws instead of embrace all of your great qualities?
Because right now I have a friend like that. It doesnt make sense because most of the time we get along great and are best friends. I dont know why she does this to me. i certainly havent done anything to provoke it.
And this isnt just a one time kind of deal. She is always making sure I know that its bad to be 1) a catholic 2) a republican 3) into music like pop and country....i could keep going but i wont.
basically what she doesnt like is me. who i am and what i stand for. not only do i have to walk on eggshells when we talk, but i feel like im always aplogizing for everything when i havent done a god damned thing.
i keep asking myself why this is happenning and what i do to deserve this. i think what it boils down to is this. she is incredibly insecure and she takes her insecurities out on me.
its so weird because she can be the most caring person ever, but god help us if the conversation gets pointed towards politics or religion. i try to take things lightly and not let anything bother me but its gotten to the point where i cant do it anymore and the next time it happens im afraid im going to blow up.
i was always taught keep your opinions to yourself. embrace differences. any other cliche that is appropriate insert here_________. My friends from home are a total mix of races and religions and i love that about them. i think having an understanding of a lot of religions is good and necessary in order to fully identify with the one you call "yours". Yes I am Catholic, but idont walk around and talk about how other people who arent catholic are wrong. I say whatever you believe in...great! good for you! thats cool!
bottom line is im am so tired of feeling put down and feeling like an argument is coming because i dont agree with her about something. she has this way of turning the situation around to make it seem like she is the victim in the situation too...if that makes sense. like all of a sudden, she is the one is is getting attacked and what did she do to deserve this....and all of this happy bullshit...
my question is:
What do i go from here? Any advice? Keep in mind that I love her... when she isnt making me feel like an ass.
-troubled
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[23 Mar 2004|01:17pm] |
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Well I should be working before rehearsal but I decided to update isntead since its been like a year.
I just want to say that things are looking pretty good right now for me, in case anyone was wondering. Have a summer job, probable vacation planned, one summer class that only a week long!!, and plans to see all of my girls from MD a bunch this summer.
Oh, and im 21 on friday.
holy shit i cant wait.
the only way things could be better would be if my two research papers were magically done.
oh and if i magically had a boyfriend. that would be nice too. but once im 21, meeting STRAIGHT guys wont be hard at all!
birthday party plan:
Triumph...friday nite, all are invited to come!!!! pre-gaming and after-party at 84 demps.
thats all for now.
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[24 Feb 2004|12:44pm] |
im coming to MD to observe ms ingram for my secondary methods class. manda and david...ill see you guys in class.
p.s. miss everyone to pieces.
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[27 Jan 2004|11:29am] |
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omg please get a clue. please.
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[26 Jan 2004|10:50pm] |
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ok...here goes
things that make me sad right now
1. missing martita and amanda this weekend (Im uber sorry ladies)
2. missing them because stupid drama at my house which will go without explanation
3. lack there of of men in my life right now
4. psycho stalker present in my life right now...yeah...jenny you were right...WHAT?????????
things that make me super happy
1. rockin' my jury on thursday with "When you come home to me" . thanx JRB. what a guy.
2. I'm going to do JRB set in my recital next year
3. and i'm doing a Mozart lieder set
4. my hair is growing...almost got a ponytail :-)
good night.
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[23 Jan 2004|07:31am] |
new years resolution:
stop commiting so many bad bad bad bad sins, and then drinking them away...that pretty much sums it up.
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[19 Jan 2004|12:56am] |
so i drove from NC to MD on saturday and it took way too long.
jury is on thursday....yeah...
time for another margarita.
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[10 Jan 2004|11:42pm] |
*sigh of relief*
ben and jerry's has a way of making everything SO much better.
new fav: Coffee Heath Bar Crunch
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| back in my hometown |
[07 Jan 2004|01:34am] |
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I wish i had more time here in MD. It has been amazing seeing everyone, and i just wish i had more time, but i think martita would kick me out of her house. :-)
I cant believe how nice its been to see Javi again. I think Ive talked to him more than ALL of my girls over break. After the past few years, you would think Id lose those old feelings, but it seems that I never quite shook them and now i feel like im kinda reliving what happened sophomore year of high school. i dunno. we seem to go in circles with where we stnd with each other and how we feel. bottom line, he is going back to puerto rico and im going to jersey. bottom line. dont ask me where we stand because with him, i just dont know. i do know that our connection was far more emotional than anything else i experienced with anyone else, but what do you do when they live on opposite. ends. of. the. earth. question of the day.
seeing requiem tomorrow and it should be good? yeah
the choir sounds pretty good, minus the basses and altos occassionally, but the whole two conductor thing scares me. we'll see. and Im concluding my MD experience with getting hammered, so all is well that ends well.
thats all for now.
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[28 Dec 2003|08:46pm] |
when is everyone going back to school? im coming up to MD and i want to see EVERYONE. leave me a comment as with your departure info. yes, i said departure.
p.s. can i sleep at someone's house?
pps. i really miss you guys.
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[10 Dec 2003|11:58pm] |
So this week could not be any more drama-filled if it tried. My jury was CANCELLED. Because my accompanist dropped off the face of the earth. I went to my friend Millie's recital on Tuesday night and her accompanist is also mine...and he never showed up...to her senior fucking voice recital. and he hasnt called any of the students he is playing for this semester. so needless to say, im slightly pissed off. he better have a good excuse, like being dead.
anywyas on a good note, tomorrow we are having a party at our house for my roommates Mer and Kristen's 21st birthdays. should be fun for all.
ps. homemade chocolate chip cookies rock- let it be known- i only ate 1/4 a pint of half baked tonite cuz i liked the cookies better. thats never happened before.
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[10 Dec 2003|11:52pm] |
you are deepskyblue
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